this is going to sound really cliche and whatever but i am going to rant about it anyway. i seriously hate they way the media etc plasters our whole surroundings with thin girls. images of them are everywhere i go and every time i see an ad or a film i just feel more and more self conscious of my body. and the girls at school judge you if you have evn the smallest bit of fat but just bc i wasn’t born anorexic doesn’t mean i am a bad person. and it also shits me how most guys care whether or not you are thin or not. it was in a magazine they did a survey and 70% of guys said that they wouldn’t date a girl with cellulite. and also bikini’s are stupid bc you look fat in one unless you have literally 0 grams of fat on your body and i just look like a whale whenever i want to go to the pool so i dont go to the pool. so what, i weight 60kg when i have had a big meal and i am tall and i feel like a fucking whale in everything i wear you can not tell me this is not ok and it is not just me this is every single fucking person it really shits me.
that was an excellent story please tell it again
Delicacy was the most beautiful film is was sad and sort of bittersweet and idk it was really lovely.
feeling tired and sad and lonely and completely stressed out.
Non Ce N’est Pas Un Reve by Francoise Hardy
